The danger of overwhelm
The pressure now is to get moving on several fronts. I know I can, I know I've done it before... but the problem is overcoming friction to get into motion. This is always a dangerous period for me. Once everything's going it's easier. Always.
I find this is also where it's hard for me to be so much on my own. Working independently. Living alone. Single. It's harder to act on the plans.
I like partnerships. Yes, they are hard for me but I still like them.